m3m0ries.exe

He doesn't get it. None of it at all.

Phrases, sentences, words, even images if he was lucky, are darting everywhere in his mind, making his head throb painfully as each word spoken over hundreds of other voices are coming in his mind.

It hurts, he thinks as a whimper he's been holding in leaves his mouth. But he doesn't know which pains him more, the pounding in his head, the memories (most not even his), or the possibility that both are killing him inside equally.

Roxas knew he shouldn't be able to feel. He was a Nobody, an empty shell born from the darkness. And yet despite that, he wants it to stop. He wants the hurt to stop and he wants to know why? Why does he have to suffer everything, as his Somebody is sleeping and encountering no such pain he's feeling right now?

All Roxas wanted was a Heart, the right to of existence, like a normal person. So why? Why can't he get a chance...

... to live a life she couldn't live?

And as he kneels down helplessly on the ground with more voices stacking up in his head, all he can do is endure the pain, hope it goes away.... And wonder why there's a smile, the girl's smile, that keeps encouraging him to go on and fight for himself, despite the fact that he wanted to disappear, right then and there.

He doesn't notice a figure behind him, reaching out one hand and wanting to help him so badly, her face distorting from utter confusion.

He doesn't notice the tears - tears, the absurdity of it all - that sting in her eyes as she tries to figure out what to do, and how - just how - she could help the blonde in need, and help his pain go away.

He doesn't notice her reaching to a very hard decision and withdraw her hand as she chose to watch him instead.

She knew she couldn't do a thing about it. Because, what was the point? He's already forgotten about her, after all.

And yet still, she couldn't help but feel guilty, about all the pain she caused him, her own best friend..

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^{_{Again with me and my gibberish. Wish I could've made it longer and spent on time trying to make sense out of it though}}

SHOVING THEM FEELS TO YOUR FACE! ... //still ends up sobbing even though this picture doesn't make sense

Okay honestly, I'm still grounded, but I sorta, kinda, really snuck on just to get this finish.

Look at all those pretty quotes...

God that background was hard...

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